You sometimes look for a cause. This dictionary gives none. Each complaint opens a listening lead, written here. It is not a diagnosis. If there is a symptom, see a doctor.
Back pain
Not a medical cause.
Place
Lower back
Root
Listening lead
Often a weight carried too long: one’s place in the family, ground that is missing, the sense of having to hold everyone. Listen to what weighs.
Question
What am I carrying that I did not choose?
Knees
Not a medical cause.
Place
Knees
Root
Listening lead
Often a direction that bends: to move forward, to kneel, or to refuse to give way. Listen to the step that has stopped.
Question
Before what do I bend, or refuse to bend?
Heavy legs
Not a medical cause.
Place
Legs
Root
Listening lead
Often a rhythm held too tight: standing without a pause, moving on without feeling the ground.
Question
Where can I stop, today?
Tired on waking
Not a medical cause.
Place
The whole body, in the morning
Root
Listening lead
Often the right to stop that one does not grant oneself. This does not explain a medical fatigue.
Question
What has had no rest?
Painful periods
Not a medical cause.
Place
Lower belly, at the time of the period
Sacral
Listening lead
Often what wants to flow and is held back: an emotion, a desire, a creation. Listen to the flow. Pain that lasts belongs with a doctor.
Question
What wants to pass, that I am holding back?
A tight lower belly
Not a medical cause.
Place
Lower belly
Sacral
Listening lead
Often an intimate bond held too tight: to keep or to let go, to create or to hold back.
Question
What is alive, that I do not dare let move?
Burning when urinating
Not a medical cause.
Place
Lower belly, when urinating
Sacral
Listening lead
Often an intimate limit too close: what comes in, what one wants kept at a distance. This does not explain an infection. Burning that lasts is for a doctor.
Question
Which limit have I not said?
Desire withdrawn
Not a medical cause.
Place
Desire, the pelvis
Sacral
Listening lead
Often a pleasure set aside in order to hold a role. Listen to what is still alive, without forcing it.
Question
Which desire is still here, even a small one?
Stomach pain
Not a medical cause.
Place
Stomach
Plexus
Listening lead
Often a piece of life too large to digest: a decision, a swallowed anger, an “I must” without an “I can”. It is neither a meal nor care.
Question
What can I not digest, in my life?
Nausea
Not a medical cause.
Place
Stomach, upper belly
Plexus
Listening lead
Often something one refuses to swallow. Listen to the refusal, not to a food.
Question
What do I no longer want to swallow?
Heartburn
Not a medical cause.
Place
Stomach, behind the breastbone
Plexus
Listening lead
Often an anger or a limit that rises because it was never set. This does not explain reflux.
Question
Which limit was not set?
Constipation
Not a medical cause.
Place
Belly
Plexus
Listening lead
Often holding in: a decision, a word, a letting-go that does not come.
Question
What am I keeping that could come out?
Diarrhoea
Not a medical cause.
Place
Belly
Plexus
Listening lead
Often letting go too fast: a fear, a situation one no longer wants to hold. This does not explain a bowel disorder.
Question
What do I want to be rid of at once?
A tight chest
Not a medical cause.
Place
Chest
Heart
Listening lead
Often a bond too full or too empty: giving without receiving, protecting without breathing. Pain in the chest is told first to a doctor.
Question
What do I give, and what do I not accept to receive?
Back between the shoulder blades
Not a medical cause.
Place
Upper back, between the shoulder blades
Heart
Listening lead
Often the weight of those one carries on the back, instead of a bond face to face.
Question
Whom am I carrying, when I could stand beside them?
Eczema
Not a medical cause.
Place
Skin
Heart
Listening lead
Often a contact too near or too far: the bond that itches, the limit of the skin. This does not explain a skin disease.
Question
Which contact is too near, or too absent?
Short breath with emotion
Not a medical cause.
Place
Chest, breath
Heart
Listening lead
Often an emotion with no room to pass. A new shortness of breath belongs with a doctor.
Question
Which emotion had no air?
Sore throat
Not a medical cause.
Place
Throat
Throat
Listening lead
Often a sentence held back, or said too loud. Listen to what was not said. A throat that hurts and lasts needs care.
Question
What have I not said yet?
A clenched jaw
Not a medical cause.
Place
Jaw
Throat
Listening lead
Often holding a word, or biting what one is not allowed to say.
Question
Which word stayed between the teeth?
A hoarse voice
Not a medical cause.
Place
Voice
Throat
Listening lead
Often a word that no longer has its size: too small, or pushed too hard.
Question
Which sentence is right, neither too loud nor too small?
A dry cough
Not a medical cause.
Place
Throat, upper chest
Throat
Listening lead
Often something that wants out and scrapes. This does not explain a cough. A cough that lasts belongs with a doctor.
Question
What wants out, that I swallow back?
A stiff neck
Not a medical cause.
Place
Neck
Throat
Listening lead
Often a refusal to turn the head: not wanting to look aside, or not being able to say no.
Question
Which way do I not want to turn?
Headache
Not a medical cause.
Place
Head
Brow
Listening lead
Often too many stories held at once. Listen to what asks to be seen, simply. This does not explain a headache.
Question
What do I not want to see?
Migraine
Not a medical cause.
Place
One side of the head
Brow
Listening lead
Often an image too strong, a light one can no longer bear, a story kept apart from what is there. A migraine is treated with a doctor. The lead is not its cause.
Question
Which story am I holding too hard?
Tired eyes
Not a medical cause.
Place
Eyes
Brow
Listening lead
Often a gaze with no pause left: too many screens, or too many inner images. Listen to the need to close the eyes.
Question
What could I stop looking at, for a moment?
Blocked sinuses
Not a medical cause.
Place
Nose, brow
Brow
Listening lead
Often something one senses and does not want to recognise. This does not explain sinusitis.
Question
What do I sense, and not want to name?
Insomnia
Not a medical cause.
Place
The night, the head
Brow
Listening lead
Often a watch that goes on: to keep watch, to replay, not to let the day go. This does not explain a sleep disorder.
Question
What am I still watching, once the light is out?
Dizziness
Not a medical cause.
Place
Head, balance
Crown
Listening lead
Often an inner ground that is missing: too much meaning to find, and no landmark left. Dizziness belongs with a doctor.
Question
Where is my landmark, when I no longer understand?
Tinnitus
Not a medical cause.
Place
Ears
Crown
Listening lead
Often a silence one can no longer bear, or an inner alert with no word. This does not explain tinnitus. The ears belong with a doctor.
Question
Which silence, or which alert, do I not hear another way?
A head that will not stop
Not a medical cause.
Place
The top of the head
Crown
Listening lead
Often the duty to find the meaning, at once. The centre asks for a stop, not an answer.
Question
What remains, when I no longer explain?
No momentum left
Not a medical cause.
Place
Meaning
Crown
Listening lead
Often a meaning forced until exhaustion. Listen to the silence, not to a lack to fill. Discouragement that lasts belongs with a doctor, or with a listening line.
Question
Which silence would do me good?